John 12:42 Nevertheless among the chief rulers also many believed on him; but because of the Pharisees they did not confess him, lest they should be put out of the synagogue:
It is very profitable to observe what temptations have
overcome men in past times. None can estimate the force of temptation,
excepting those who are actually under its influence. Even those temptations
by which we ourselves have once been overcome, appear feeble and
insignificant when we are removed from their power.
We have read of a young
ruler who refused to follow Christ because he had great
possessions. Now we read of many rulers who refused to confess
him, because they loved the praise of men more than the praise of
God.
What various reasons men have for not doing the will of God!
But
there is not one of all those reasons that will appear a strong
one at the last day.
We cannot, thought these rulers, "confess that
Jesus is the Son of God, lest we should be put out of the synagogue."
There
was a beggar born blind who endured the trial; why could not they endure it?
When he was cast out, the Son of God found him and revealed himself unto
him. Had those rulers acted as he did, they would have been
comforted as he was.
One word from the Son of God could impart more
peace to the heart than the plaudits of a whole multitude, or the praise of
the whole Sanhedrin.
But it appeared to these rulers an insupportable
calamity to be put out of the synagogue. Not to be allowed to approach
within an arm's length of any person, or to eat and drink with any for
thirty days, was a trial they would not encounter.
Then if, at the end of
thirty days, they continued to confess Christ, a curse would be pronounced
on them in the midst of the congregation, accompanied by the extinguishing
of lights, and the sounding of trumpets.
Then would follow destitution, and
desolation, and disgrace. They would be deprived of their property,
forbidden to hire or to be hired, to buy or to sell, to teach or be taught;
when they died stones would be cast at their coffin, and none would follow
them to the grave.
These things were sufficient to terrify a human heart;
but yet what were they all, compared to the woes God will inflict on the
unbelieving and the fearful!
Not to be permitted to approach our
fellow-mortals is not so dreadful as to be separated from saints and angels
and God and Christ forever and ever.
The sudden darkness in the synagogue,
and the clangor of trumpets, could not be as appalling as the darkness of
the sun at noonday, and the sound of the last trumpet!
But though these rulers believed that Jesus was the
Christ, they did not believe with the heart. They did not love him.
They loved men more than God; therefore they loved the
praise of men more than the praise of God.
It is possible that a
true believer may be tempted to deny his Lord...but then he will not
continue in the sin.
Peter denied Christ; but one "kind upbraiding
glance" brought him to repentance, and made him go out and weep bitterly.
These rulers were not like Peter. They could bear to see their companions
insult the Lord day after day, and yet never take his part...they could bear
to hear them plotting his death, and yet be silent.
They were content to be
on good terms with his enemies, and not to be counted among his friends.
Could they have done this had they loved him? O no! had they loved
him they would, on some occasion, have betrayed their feelings.
Nicodemus could not sit in the Sanhedrin and hear the Lord calumniated. He
exclaimed, "Does our law judge any man before it hear him, and know what he
does?" and thus he brought upon himself the derision of the assembly.
Could
an affectionate son hear his father insulted day after day, and never show
by word or look how deeply he was wounded!
Perhaps we never hear men speak openly against
Jesus himself. But do we not meet with many who speak against his laws and
his people?
It is before such persons that we are called upon to confess
him.
If we do not seem to approve of worldly amusements, if we show an
attachment to truly religious people, if we refuse to smile at sin, and to
admire what the world admires, the enemies of Christ will hate and despise
us.
Are we willing to bear their hatred and contempt for our dear Master's
sake?
Is Christ's approbation dearer to us than the world's admiration?
These are signs that we love the Lord, and that he loves us; and that he
will confess us when he comes in his glory with all his holy angels.
~ Favell Lee Mortimer (1802—1878)~